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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

"What's Left of Me"


What's Left of Me Lyrics
Music Artist: Nick Lachey | Album: What's Left of Me

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
_____________________________________________________________________________________

This song was written by Nick Lachey after the public breakup of his marriage from Jessica Simpson. The video, on You Tube, is so poignant as it shows how the couple had no privacy from the cameras. This was a reference to their reality TV show on MTV. That may have been their downfall. Both parties are very appealing to the eyes. While there is some age difference, I think it would be cool to see Nick hookup with Jennifer Aniston. That would show old Mr. Pitt a thing or two.

Next subject...

My current job is in the last two weeks. I have had some job interviews and some possibilities that I will update the readers on. I recently discovered that a fellow blogger lives in the same metropolitan area that I live in, so we might meet for lunch one day.

As far as the future of this blog, it is uncertain. I had hoped for more feedback and interaction, but that has not come to fruition as of yet. I would appreciate everyone's continued thoughts and prayers for a job. I have some leads, but have not signed on officially anywhere yet.

If you would like to leave a comment....please do so.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Some of us read your blog every day, and appreciate it very much. But you go long periods of time without writing anything new. Talk to us, and we will talk to you.

8/23/2006 06:25:00 PM  
Blogger Restored Vows said...

Most of this blog updates are done at work in my free time. I apologize for the infrequent updates.

Meaning you are the "wife of gay husband", what was your reaction when he told you? Are you planning on staying married? Do you have children? If so, what do you tell them?

To many questions for a comment section. Email me at restoredvows@yahoo.com

Thanks for stopping by.....

RV

8/24/2006 08:29:00 AM  

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