"What's Left of Me"
What's Left of Me Lyrics
Music Artist: Nick Lachey | Album: What's Left of Me
Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah...
[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
[Chorus]
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
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This song was written by Nick Lachey after the public breakup of his marriage from Jessica Simpson. The video, on You Tube, is so poignant as it shows how the couple had no privacy from the cameras. This was a reference to their reality TV show on MTV. That may have been their downfall. Both parties are very appealing to the eyes. While there is some age difference, I think it would be cool to see Nick hookup with Jennifer Aniston. That would show old Mr. Pitt a thing or two.
Next subject...
My current job is in the last two weeks. I have had some job interviews and some possibilities that I will update the readers on. I recently discovered that a fellow blogger lives in the same metropolitan area that I live in, so we might meet for lunch one day.
As far as the future of this blog, it is uncertain. I had hoped for more feedback and interaction, but that has not come to fruition as of yet. I would appreciate everyone's continued thoughts and prayers for a job. I have some leads, but have not signed on officially anywhere yet.
If you would like to leave a comment....please do so.


3 Comments:
Some of us read your blog every day, and appreciate it very much. But you go long periods of time without writing anything new. Talk to us, and we will talk to you.
Most of this blog updates are done at work in my free time. I apologize for the infrequent updates.
Meaning you are the "wife of gay husband", what was your reaction when he told you? Are you planning on staying married? Do you have children? If so, what do you tell them?
To many questions for a comment section. Email me at restoredvows@yahoo.com
Thanks for stopping by.....
RV
continued success?
After struggling on/off with my desire for more action for months now - I reached a point earlier this week where I all-at-once actually deleted all the alternative e-mail accounts that I used to use for such communicational purposes.
The thought pattern being that a.) this severes the connection between me and past hookups and b.) I should be lazy and have enough will power to avoid re-creating them. I have thus far not re-created a gay.com account or a guys4men account or anything else. Making this last step effectively blocks me also from Craigslist and related sites because I won't use an account that I know my wife can access and I have now limited myself to only those accounts.
I'm breaking the addiction a little bit at a time and it is actually working. I just wanted to share my success with you a little and let you know why you haven't been able to write me at that old address (if you had tried). I welcome your messages at the *other* address that I once asked you not to use.
I'm still working on it (the addiction) and I'm not nearly done yet... after all:
"It is the thought-life that defiles you. 21For from within, out of a person's heart, come evil thoughts, sexual immorality, theft, murder, 22adultery, greed, wickedness, deceit, eagerness for lustful pleasure, envy, slander, pride, and foolishness. 23All these vile things come from within; they are what defile you and make you unacceptable to God."
Mark 7 chp 20-ish NLT
Best luck in your new job dude, and please stay in touch.
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